her.
I miss her.
from the sweet smell
of her hair
to the plumpness of her lips.
But now,
now she’s gone
gone forever.
how do i tell her how much i truly loved her?
maybe it was my bitter heart,
or my indescribably vague personality
or how low
imade her feel as a person
that drove her away from me.
but now
i realize that i was truly the whole problem
from the start.
it was me.
still, i crave her presence.
i miss her smile
her.
i miss her.
- to the manipulative teenage boy who truly loved her, but tried to cover his toxicity with controlling affection.